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Nigh Ox's avatar

For years now I have tried to get to the bottom of a few minor issues by tightly and ruthlessly controlling my diet. To the point of not eating any meals gifted to me postpartum, bring my own meals to family events, etc. spent thousands of dollars on supplements, drained myself and those around me. Learning more this past couple of years about quantum/circadian biology and my growing devotion Christ has freed me. I say a prayer over a healthy, though not perfect, meal gifted to me and take in its beautiful energetic qualities. I eat a piece of pumpkin pie made with granny’s beautiful hands and regular-ass flour once a year.

I drink in the sun, my families love, nourish myself the best I can, and thank God with every atom of my being. Loosening my grip has been profoundly healing.

Thank you for your words, as always.

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"Over the last few years of living my days with the grief of our daughter’s death, I made the decision that this life of mine would be a saturated one."

Mila, a doorway. Mila, a vision-bearer. I have been thinking of her so often in recent months, your beautiful girl, as I turn over memories from the pregnancy three and a half years ago during which I read and re-read and re-read your telling of her. Reading this piece from you felt like a full breath, an inhale without a catch in the lungs. It also feels—to this heart who knows you and yours only through the words you share—as if the essence of her is woven all throughout. All in, overflowing. Vividly alive.

I am grateful past the bounds of language for you, and for your shifting perceptions as you sound the depths of living wisdom. Sending love from Pennsylvania.

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